I wish you understand that, for you to manage your life well, you need to become more confident and you should stop being emotional about the things you still have to do, because that way you will be at a disadvantage.
Do not make decisions angry, worried or upset with someone. Let the anger go, and then reflect on what is best to be done, but do not just think about that moment, think about the consequences that this decision will bring, think about what might happen next, whether it is good or bad, if you will regret to that decision or not, and take an attitude to do what has to be done.
“Faith is not the belief that God will do what you want. It is the belief that God will do what is right.”